Funeral arrangements to come. Please, no flowers. Instead, please donate in his honour if you feel moved to: https://ift.tt/U9gnBYc
Kua hinga te tōtara i Te Waonuia-a-Tāne.
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How is it the earth still turns? That the sun rises and sets and everything else is still moving forward when our beautiful beautiful boy has devastated our hearts with his death? How can others still laugh, and play and work and move, how has the earth not just swallowed us all whole? How is the wind still blowing and the clocks still ticking forward? (How is my heart still beating?)
This devastation I feel has hollowed me. I feel less, I feel like the world is less. How do we go on? I know the answer is in his honour, but I don’t know how to do that right now. I know that we carry this pain so he doesn’t have to, but my HEART.
Fly high my beautiful, beautiful darling boy. We love you so much, and we miss you already. We will always love you – our world is less bright without you.
For everything we do, to Mikaere, in his honour x from Instagram: https://instagr.am/p/C-tQ0uCofDK/
