On this day 18 Nov 2016. Today we had a photographer from ‘Remember my baby’ come. It was organised by NICU, because there were a few moments when things were wobbly and NICU might have been all we had.
I’m glad it wasn’t. I’m glad we had a bucket ton of photos taken of us clearly loving on our sweet boy. I was so proud of him, so pleased to have my baby home. This shoot made photos feel accessible, and doable. And because of how wonderful this experience was, we ended up getting photos on or near Kai’s birthday every year.
Not getting a shoot this year was the first time we’d ever skipped. How can we take family photos without Kai there? How do we go on without him? I feel like part of our family is missing, and that we are less, without him. I miss him. I miss him so dreadfully. from Instagram: https://instagr.am/p/DChg82pv74l/
